1 year passed. it wasnt easy. it wasnt easy at all. it was funny how we met. at foc first. den i also dunno why suddenly we became closer and ta-dah! lol.well, can sae i nv did regret any moment ba. we still have our usual quarrels due to our strong-headedness. but i am sure as time goes it would pass. yea i still love you, and i will always ok.

i am still having low self esteem once in awhile. but she has been my pillar of strength. and i am glad of it. she has been there when i really needed. but .. i am quite worried when i go ns. not sae i dun trust you. but i trust those mother fuckers out there. to name a few . got the C la .. Y la .. B la.. all assholes. oh well. later i take SAR21 come out and shoot all of them down. haha. but .. as your mom said, if after ns we still together, i am sure we will last till the end. and thats the end that i want =)

yea. just my feelings while bathing just now. lol. i tend to think better when in toilet. haha . X=

yea.. now attachments. cant sae sian or good, but ok lo. still need to get used to it. and its still not bad ba. haha. i hope to take case this coming monday ba. wish me good luck!

to all my classmates/friends: have fun at attachments! dun kill people pls x=</P>

so long nv update. think i got lots to update. okok. hmm. exams now, v stress haha cause common test fail all. lol. den pass all the retest. so all just borderline. been studying hard for exams, hope got use la or else i wont study already. haha . almost all the paper from yr 1  till now i haven been inside for more den 1hr. HAAHA. stupid school, put so long for wad sia. attachment soon .. taiwan .. den foc.. hai .. so busy .. zzz.

went to bangkok wif family. ok la. soso nia . food not bad .. not much things to do there also just walk and shop nia. all women clothes damn sian. singha beer is nice! wahahahaha .

going to be year 3 soon. damn scared la. if fail prcp .. means i wasted 2 yrs in poly .. argh! nvm la ... tink can pass. lol.

life is boring in sg. nothing much to do also. not like in US .. or HK .. thr are always places to go.

relationship wise.. hmm .still learning how to love a person i guess. and thr are lots more to learn and do. guess confidence is wad we all need.

oh ya.. bonding camp damn shoik! hahaha. we sabo the year 1 until they cry hahahaha. but felt damn bad after tt. but wads done is done. they slp we throw tofu chillsause tomato jam on them. hahahah! all almost walked out. but heng nv. lol. ok la . got potential x=

sometimes all we want to do is things .. as stupid as it may sound but one may regret not doing it after tt. wonder can i find a stupid enuf person to do such things wif me. haha! thr are alot of things i haven done yet b4 i die. haha. slowly ba. hope i dun die so soon.

well .. coming 21 soon .. need to be more matured. hai . lots of responsibility lol. well got to think b4 i speak ba . and not speak b4 i tink lol. okokok enuf of blogging . wan rest liao...

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okok. finally updating. about a few million people asking me to update lol. and here i am blogging while i am sick. hows life so far.. hmm.. skip alot lectures, dunno why feel no use of them, but enjoyed tutorials and praticals. haha. kenna insert tube into my nose a few days ago. boy was it traumatizing. lol! but it was a good experience, at least i noe how  a patient feels and how not to make the patient feel pain or irritated.

went to st james/mos wif nursing frends last ...thus? or fri? cant remember. haha. damn shoik. we were basically making a fool out of ourself. but we had fun, so who cares! den some got drunk some got emo, yada yada, but we had fun ;)

sian, neck v pain, dunno wad problem. have been in pain since sec 4 i guess, hai, looks like its time for me to go..

life has been good so far. hope it will get better :)

oh ya, nov 3 and 4th gave my baby a surprise, hoped she like wad i planned for her. you should noe usually i am damn lazy to organise things wan. so... shud know how much u mean to me la hor :) love you..

1. will you still love me if i become a fat , out of shape , ugly girl ?

yes. its the inside that counts. weird but true, pretty girls turn me off, simple down to earth girls are types of girls i like :) fat i bring u to slimming centre, out of shape i also bring u to slimming centre, ugly ... i bring u out and whoever dare say u ugly i bash them up xD

2. 50 years down the road, will you still love the litang with gray hair and multiple wrinkles ?

50 years down the road would you still love the keenhong with balding hair and a big beer belly? LOL. my answer would be the same as you. YES. i would grow old with you what. at that time who cares about outside appearance when you are an old lady or old man. i will still love you =)

3. have you thought of marriage and how many kids do you wish to have ?

yes everynight i am dreaming of it. kids, hmm wait till we are both financially stable first ba den say. i would like a boy and a girl :)

4. are you willing to convert into  christianity?

i told u yes le. but not because of you. but if i do feel it :)

5. am i the girl that you will choose as your lifetime partner ?

duh. lol. who else but you =)

6.. what if one day you find out that i have lied to you about a serious problem? [ONLY IF]

of coz be angry la lol. so give me some time to cool down den tell me why u lied about such a serious thing lo. cause i know if i angry sure cant get into my head de. but all in all i have to judge it lo. the most is dun talk to u for a few days, den realise i cant do it and things will go back to normal :)

7. what will you do to sustian this r/s ?

alot! i will act like a clown. i will act stupid. i will crack lame jokes. i will try my best to give u surprises. i will appear when u least expect it. i will tell u i love you everyday =)

8. are you sure you are able to quit smoking?

yes i am. though i am getting temptations.. but i believe it will fade away one day. as long as i keep thinking of you.

9. what if a girl that is 1000000 times better than me in terms of character personality and quality falls for you, what will you do?

hmm. tough one. haha. firstly, i love you not only for ur good points but for ur flaws. a girl so perfect, can never be true, probably she is an angel or some demon trying to eat me up lol. noone is perfect la, thats the truth. i aint either. so what if the girl is better den you? you & i have been through stuff that me & 'her' never did. so dun worry about other girl ok. the only other girl can only be jessica. only you know who =pp

wow. back from a 4d3n adventure trip to pahang. shall breifly say abt wad had been happening. monday morning went to school at 630. god damn it was early. and i was damn depressed cause i wouldnt get to see litang for so long and there were at least 2 couples in front of me lol.  den got on the bus around 7 before litang started work. was STILL on the bus AFTER litang ENDED work.lol the bus ride was 11 hours ++++++ sit until backside cramp like shit. finally reached the place we stayed. we had to cross a longgg bridge b4 reaching our chalet. ok la at night quite scary, just stay thr play cards and stuff. 2nd day we went for a damn early breakfast and set off to walk the canopy walk. itwas about 80 m above the gound and we had nothing but a few planks of wood and ropes conecting the bridge lol. damn scary. but it was fun. haha den we went to sit on a raft . the front sits were the best cause u can spray water on people behind. den when we changed boat, i was the back. lol. damn wet la but had fun! we climbed through some caves too. alot of bat droppings seh lol. and alot of bats. but a sense of satisfaction after we climbed through it cause it was damn squeensy and once u off-ed the light, u cant even see ur hand in front of ur eyes lol.

den we had to pack our stuff and went to jeram besu. we were at taman negara first. pit stop, we went to buy 10 cans of beer and 1 bottle of tequla lol. bought to the nx destination and had hell lot of fun with it. we downed the cat with alcohol, we saw ppl laughed till drooled, we saw some r-21 stuff and it was damn funn.. we went to flying fox.. over the river. LOL when i stood up thr, i was like damn it was high, i tot i wasnt gg to scream but, once i got on it, all vulgar words came out lol. we den went to visit the orang asli, the orginal people living in malaysia la, got to try how to make fire.. shoot at objects and stuff. damn shoik.

den at night we went to slp lo. den some fucked up year ones think they are damn powderfull and wanted to pick fight with warren. lol. we interferred and nothing happen la. was waiting for a fist fight but well. xD

last day we went to ground night factory and beancurd factory, waste of time LOL but bought alot of food. hahahaha. den went to shop, no time.. time given 1.5 hours, time taken to eat and walk back 1.5 hours. lol. den went back.. was actually quite sian cause litang didnt wan to come cause she had to do her case study, sian la, but can understand lo. den she keep saeing clare wanted to meet nesh la.. den i  jealous lol. so i went down the bus took my stuffs. i turned my head... and i saw the familar face i didnt see for so long... i just stared like an idiot. lol. and gave her a biggggg hugg... pig! nice surprise la.. i miss u damn lots. den she accompanyed me home till 11 + and she went home around 12 .. felt bad cause she had attachment at 8 la.. hai.. but it felt good seeing her after so long..

i love you.. and i will always do.. i cant live without you.. and i need you like u need me.. i love you lots litang :)

argh!! type so hard den i press back and the post gone. damn it. ok i shall type again. i got this from my friends blog. for the 1st happiest thing, i didnt have to think much. 1. the day litang & me became more than friends :) 2. the day i got kick out of pjc * the irony of that 3. the day my granny forgave me for the bad stuffs i did to her when i was young 4. the day litang's mom approved of our relationship 5. the day we get married :) * i know it haven happened. but it will! xD

i am back after 2 weeks of imh posting. damn it was boring and damn was it scary. why boring? cause u have to tink of stuffs to entertain them everyday or the damn ci would come and harrass you. scary cause one moment they may be sitting there quietly and the other moment they may go crazy and have to be tied to the bed. HAHA. overall it was ok la, had fun talking to them especially one old uncle named peck ah sai. if anyone gg to imh ward 35a for attachment and see him, pls tell me i wana go visit him. hahha. hes damn cute. he always disturb ppl for fun. and he is v helpful. the girls are always scared of him tts why he keeps disturbing them. hahaha. he has 2 tatoo. one of a buddha on his chest and a dragon on his back. hahah cool seh.

okok. enough of boring stuff.  spent 3 days with her. it was goood. we went places like the zoo and the chinese garden. chinese garden was ooook. saw many lanterns and stuff. i guess it took a few months to make them, or even more. damn nice. den went to see turtles. and fed them. they were damn easy to bluff. u just wave ur hand den they would start snapping imagining that theres food. hahaha. den i made a wish there. hope it come true ^^

den we went to the zoo. we missed the croc show by a short while. could see she was quite dissapointed so i tried to humour her la. hoped it worked. we went to see the shows and fed the baboons. the baboon could be world best basketball players. haah. throw anything and they could catch it well. hahahha. den we walk to watch the shows. damn shoik, we walk den got show its like lined up for us. hahaha. den we went to sit on the elephant. my first time too x= shhhh. dun tell litang. kept persuading her and finally she wanted. can see she want but keep sae no. =.= well it was a good experience =D

on the last day we had a quarrel >< oso dunno why. but nvm, glad it is over already. just hope u keep ur promise ba :) days like this with just the two of us is getting harder and harder to come by, lets treasure it alright. :)

ok we are 2 week 3 days old. hahahhaha. i know u people may think. eeyerr so short only why so happy. but its my blog so why should i care, and probably u dun know much abt me so shut up! x= happy 2 week 3 day =) and more 2 week 3 days to gooooooo

going pahang soon. hahha. for adventure trip. sure miss u de. sian. cant accompany u dinner , cant fetch u home . cant talk to you . cant see u . cant be with you . =(( nvm .. it will be over soon alright baby =) i ❤ you

enough of hidings and everything. i am officially attached to the dearest girl of my life. one whom i cant afford to lose or let go at any cost. lets steer this boat to the jetty and live a happy life together alright? holding hands till the very end, with this girl. litang =)

ok. enough of mushy stuff. just went on a short holiday to tioman. damn peaceful and tranquil there. people there were friendly too. snorkled, swam, fed fishes, ate seafood, climed mountain and just slacked. late night chats just make us underdstand each other better. tears falled, tears wiped. smiles come and we are still doing good.

bloody mosqitoes in tioman keep biting me. beer thr is super cheap. 3 cans 10 rm. means 3 cans $5. woo. ty sathish guanzuo lets go thr b4 our ns and get our asses drunk!

u said u need confidence. i thought abt it the whole night till i fell asleep and i still cant tink of how i can give u confidence. i guess only time will tell. i will make sure i will treat u the very best liike u shud be treated and u would soon change ur tinking till this relationship will succeed. trust me. or at least trust urself.

attachment soon. zzzz.

dad has menopause kenna scolded for nth

mum has menopause kenna scolded for nth

you have pms kenna attitude for nth

WHAT CAN I DO!~!!!!! 

hahahahhaahaha x= first 2 i dun care . last one i care =)) beat/scold/attitude/whatever me i oso nvm. cause i will be by ur side no matter what ! XD